p/s: saya dapat temuduga untuk kos journalism! AMIN! :)
Selasa, 26 April 2011
gambar. (exposed)
p/s: saya dapat temuduga untuk kos journalism! AMIN! :)
Khamis, 21 April 2011
lama sudah
aku sedang menaip dalam keadaan tidak mandi dan berada di dalam bilik yang seperti sarang pelacuran. maaf jika kau mahu mencari pelacur di sini bukan tempatnya, bitchass!
ok maaf termencarut.
mari kita mulakan point kita yang pertama kali ini
minggu lepas baru sahaja lepas menduduki MUET. alhamdulillah dah habis segala beban sekarang beban yang paling besar adalah menunggu keputusan MUET untuk diumumkan. sakit sangat tawwww bila nak tunggu keputusan keluar(nada gedik) walaupun begitu aku terima sahajalah apa aku dapat. entahlah bukan tiada masa depan mahupun cita-cita tetapi aku macam tidak ada konfiden langsung untuk MUET kali ini. kali pertama aku mula belajar semasa di semester terakhir asasi. masa buat exam hanya antara aku dan DIA. percaya atau tidak itu terpulang pada kau. tapi yang penting ketika buat exam kali ini aku tidak menoleh ke kiri mahupun ke kanan. hanya sekali sekala pandang ke hadapan dan kembali semula ke kertas masa semakin suntuk hanya Allah sahaja yang tahu betapa "pounding-nya jantung" aku dengan memikirkan sempat ataupun tidak. Alhamdulillah aku sempat bulatkan semua seminit sebelum inspektor peperiksaan tersebut bersuara. "time is up." wishing for the down word! but nah benda itu tidak pernah berlaku, dan oh ya pada 11 april yang lalu juga keputusan exam dah keluar nah saya sertakan sekali:
syukur alhamdulillah. kan aku dah cakap aku tak konfiden langsung masa exam. nak nak paper law dan ekonomi begitu juga academic writing., tapi syukran ya jazilan, lulus semua. even Pointer sem ini hanya 2.60 tetapi gred purata masih 3.00. insya-Allah jikalau MUET kali ini dapat band4 nak sambung law. kalau tak dapat aku redha., dan yaaa aku akan buat journalism. insya-Allah.
kepada adik adik part 3 sem depan, ingat pesan abang yaaa. law III silalah belajar betul-betul, jangan memain ok! sebab banyak gila kes nak ingat. elemen dan act dan code, 3 sector on one subject. ini bukan hal main main. HAHA. silalah serius, nak nak contract belajarlah dari awal. dan rajin rajinkanlah diri bawa dictionary. siapa yang pakai blackberry iphone android dan apa je fone canggih zaman ini silalah download apps yang ada kamus tue kerana sangat berguna. dan jangan ponteng kelas macam i selalu buat sem lepas, jangan tidur lambat kerana selalu buat plus study masa last minute. bukanlah sesuatu perkara yang bagus untuk kita amalkan. janganlah buat kesilapan yang sudah saya lakukan. oh ya petang nanti saya update lagi. sekarang mahu kemas bilik yang persis harlot ini dan membersihkan diri. salam
nak kongsi potongan al-quran bagi mereka yang sedang bersedih dan dilemma seperti saya. nah:
ok maaf termencarut.
mari kita mulakan point kita yang pertama kali ini
minggu lepas baru sahaja lepas menduduki MUET. alhamdulillah dah habis segala beban sekarang beban yang paling besar adalah menunggu keputusan MUET untuk diumumkan. sakit sangat tawwww bila nak tunggu keputusan keluar(nada gedik) walaupun begitu aku terima sahajalah apa aku dapat. entahlah bukan tiada masa depan mahupun cita-cita tetapi aku macam tidak ada konfiden langsung untuk MUET kali ini. kali pertama aku mula belajar semasa di semester terakhir asasi. masa buat exam hanya antara aku dan DIA. percaya atau tidak itu terpulang pada kau. tapi yang penting ketika buat exam kali ini aku tidak menoleh ke kiri mahupun ke kanan. hanya sekali sekala pandang ke hadapan dan kembali semula ke kertas masa semakin suntuk hanya Allah sahaja yang tahu betapa "pounding-nya jantung" aku dengan memikirkan sempat ataupun tidak. Alhamdulillah aku sempat bulatkan semua seminit sebelum inspektor peperiksaan tersebut bersuara. "time is up." wishing for the down word! but nah benda itu tidak pernah berlaku, dan oh ya pada 11 april yang lalu juga keputusan exam dah keluar nah saya sertakan sekali:
syukur alhamdulillah. kan aku dah cakap aku tak konfiden langsung masa exam. nak nak paper law dan ekonomi begitu juga academic writing., tapi syukran ya jazilan, lulus semua. even Pointer sem ini hanya 2.60 tetapi gred purata masih 3.00. insya-Allah jikalau MUET kali ini dapat band4 nak sambung law. kalau tak dapat aku redha., dan yaaa aku akan buat journalism. insya-Allah.
kepada adik adik part 3 sem depan, ingat pesan abang yaaa. law III silalah belajar betul-betul, jangan memain ok! sebab banyak gila kes nak ingat. elemen dan act dan code, 3 sector on one subject. ini bukan hal main main. HAHA. silalah serius, nak nak contract belajarlah dari awal. dan rajin rajinkanlah diri bawa dictionary. siapa yang pakai blackberry iphone android dan apa je fone canggih zaman ini silalah download apps yang ada kamus tue kerana sangat berguna. dan jangan ponteng kelas macam i selalu buat sem lepas, jangan tidur lambat kerana selalu buat plus study masa last minute. bukanlah sesuatu perkara yang bagus untuk kita amalkan. janganlah buat kesilapan yang sudah saya lakukan. oh ya petang nanti saya update lagi. sekarang mahu kemas bilik yang persis harlot ini dan membersihkan diri. salam
nak kongsi potongan al-quran bagi mereka yang sedang bersedih dan dilemma seperti saya. nah:
"It may happen that you hate a thing which is good for you & you love a thing which is bad for you. Allah knoweth, you
know not. (2:216)"
renung-renungkanlah dan selamat beramal.
bila rasa macam sedih tak dapat sesuatu perkara aku akan selalu ingat hadis ini. banyak membantu aku dalam meredhai pelbagai perkara. kudos.
Ahad, 17 April 2011
Sabtu, 16 April 2011
vintage galore.
just google few items about vintage and randomly i found this thing, unique i would called! love their styles. the way they mix and match full with the fashion senses! how i wish i am daring enough to express my own style. dont care about the comments from others, dont care about how bad peoples talk about you, just wear what do you want to wear and hit the town with all eyes lies on you.
a big thanks goes to our big mommas!
ha tak nampak ke? because of her effort sekarang batik dah dapat tempat di hati para penggila street fashion.
p/s: one of my senior told me this, "hamdan build your confident now, once dalam bilik interview they want to see our confident not about the answer!"
will hit nearest bundle shop later on just to grab a few square shirt and yes i do craving for acid wash jeans. haha so hayley williams!
thanks uwan for the tshirt!
yeah
"i do love london"
walaupun tak pernah sampai!
heee. granny bought for emak a pair of clarks shoes and leather handbag. mom told me yeah its cheap. i asked how much. 50pound. and for the clarks shoes? -______________-.
conversation end.
ha tak nampak ke? because of her effort sekarang batik dah dapat tempat di hati para penggila street fashion.
p/s: one of my senior told me this, "hamdan build your confident now, once dalam bilik interview they want to see our confident not about the answer!"
will hit nearest bundle shop later on just to grab a few square shirt and yes i do craving for acid wash jeans. haha so hayley williams!
thanks uwan for the tshirt!
yeah
"i do love london"
walaupun tak pernah sampai!
heee. granny bought for emak a pair of clarks shoes and leather handbag. mom told me yeah its cheap. i asked how much. 50pound. and for the clarks shoes? -______________-.
conversation end.
Jumaat, 15 April 2011
sesudah selesai.
salam ukhwah. alhamdulillah dah habis jawab MUET dah, memang aku tak hadap nak amik MUET lagi dah lepas. this is the first and the last. nanti kalau anak aku nak jadi loyar memang aku cakap. apa ke bagus sangat dah bahasa inggeris kau? dah pergi kelas BI lepas tue pergi MUET dapatkan band4. ok enough said.
aku nak cerita, salah seorang saudara aku belah bapak aku dengan bangga ritu jaja cerita yang anak dia amik law. aku pun dok dengar jelah. sambil tersenyum tawar. aku ingatkan asasi mana. form six manalah dia masuk, rerupanya masuk swasta sahaja di sebuah kolej yang sangat terkenal di ibu kota, mereka kata "kolej kami melahirkan graduan terbaik" tak lupa juga si mak cik itu juga sibuk bercerita yang anak dia akan melanjutkan pelajaran keluar negara dalam bidang undang-undang tidak lama lagi. cuba kau bayangkan anak dia duduk sebelah dengan muka bangang. tersenyum sengang simpang mangkuk ayun dia. bajet aku tak tau berapa result SPM kau? kalau takat mak bapak duit banyak lepas tue kau amik law balik sini kau ingat terus kau jadi hakim haaa, hadaplah kau bar exam tue.
ok maaf terpost emo
bukan dengki just tak puas hati dengan sistem pendidikan kat sini
baru aku nampak awam dan swasta, yelah macam kami ini kemain duduk MUET sampai lapan kali masih tak lepas MUET nak dapat band4. memang aku bangang BI kot. entahlah labu. lantaklah, dah tadak rezeki kau
yang hal kat atas tue, lantak la dia nak menjobor ke hapa ke. malas aku nak layan orang macam kau. hu ha sana sini. tapi habuk pun tarak, semoga balik nanti kau jadi hakim. good luck. :)
p/s: baru lepas MUET memang tak ada jodoh aku dengan law. takpalah hai journalism. :)
good luck dan tahniah kepada siapa yang dapat band4 nanti.
nanti dah jadi peguam or hakim ingat jangan jadi macam orang dekat atas ok.
heart!
aku nak cerita, salah seorang saudara aku belah bapak aku dengan bangga ritu jaja cerita yang anak dia amik law. aku pun dok dengar jelah. sambil tersenyum tawar. aku ingatkan asasi mana. form six manalah dia masuk, rerupanya masuk swasta sahaja di sebuah kolej yang sangat terkenal di ibu kota, mereka kata "kolej kami melahirkan graduan terbaik" tak lupa juga si mak cik itu juga sibuk bercerita yang anak dia akan melanjutkan pelajaran keluar negara dalam bidang undang-undang tidak lama lagi. cuba kau bayangkan anak dia duduk sebelah dengan muka bangang. tersenyum sengang simpang mangkuk ayun dia. bajet aku tak tau berapa result SPM kau? kalau takat mak bapak duit banyak lepas tue kau amik law balik sini kau ingat terus kau jadi hakim haaa, hadaplah kau bar exam tue.
ok maaf terpost emo
bukan dengki just tak puas hati dengan sistem pendidikan kat sini
baru aku nampak awam dan swasta, yelah macam kami ini kemain duduk MUET sampai lapan kali masih tak lepas MUET nak dapat band4. memang aku bangang BI kot. entahlah labu. lantaklah, dah tadak rezeki kau
yang hal kat atas tue, lantak la dia nak menjobor ke hapa ke. malas aku nak layan orang macam kau. hu ha sana sini. tapi habuk pun tarak, semoga balik nanti kau jadi hakim. good luck. :)
p/s: baru lepas MUET memang tak ada jodoh aku dengan law. takpalah hai journalism. :)
good luck dan tahniah kepada siapa yang dapat band4 nanti.
nanti dah jadi peguam or hakim ingat jangan jadi macam orang dekat atas ok.
heart!
potong connection
tak perlu dah kot. yelah dah orang tak suka kau lagi buat apa terhegeh-hegeh. blah je hamdan, blah je. kau tak rugi apa-apa pun. you can live on your owns!
bye.
bye.
hari bersamanya
this song reminds me of my merbokian's
guys i missed all of you.
thank you for seizing my days. nak nak masa nak dekat final.
hope dapat jumpa lagi next sem
:')
before i start reading
before i start flipping through my notes again. tetiba aku rasa nak menaip,
well my english arent that good. thats whylah lepas empat kali ambil pun i still not moving from my old band.
*long sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*
today i want to talk about friends
oh yeah. i have lots of them. most of them are good. but some of them. urghh i dont what to says. maybe they know they are so big tick at that point.
well life isnt that wonderful lately, since my wan aunt and uncle are on their trip to paris and london for two weeks me and my mom kena jaga their house. so for the past 2 weeks my life circle begun at 6. i woke up at 6. done my prayer and cycled with my mom to my aunty's house. quite fun, i have to admitted it sometimes.
so my sister as. my third sister to be precise, have move on to kuala lumpur. :(
ok rumah ini bosan. only me and mom at home. walaupun we do a lots of activities together but rasa dia tak sama. since we have lost one of our members here.
this 6months long holiday should not be waste. so i was hoping for the blast. thank anas, ijat and shaz for dragging me into this little biz world. i felt much more productive now, thank you very much. i heart trio of you guys!
so lets sambung baca slide notes MUET nieh
for the sake of band4.
p/s:lately banyak ajar diri redha dengan semua ketentuan Illahi, kalau kali ini tak dapat band4 redha je mungkin rezeki dekat tempat lain. dan dan dan terima kasih kerana mendoakan yang terbaik untuk saya. *menangis terharu sikit*
well my english arent that good. thats whylah lepas empat kali ambil pun i still not moving from my old band.
*long sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*
today i want to talk about friends
oh yeah. i have lots of them. most of them are good. but some of them. urghh i dont what to says. maybe they know they are so big tick at that point.
well life isnt that wonderful lately, since my wan aunt and uncle are on their trip to paris and london for two weeks me and my mom kena jaga their house. so for the past 2 weeks my life circle begun at 6. i woke up at 6. done my prayer and cycled with my mom to my aunty's house. quite fun, i have to admitted it sometimes.
so my sister as. my third sister to be precise, have move on to kuala lumpur. :(
ok rumah ini bosan. only me and mom at home. walaupun we do a lots of activities together but rasa dia tak sama. since we have lost one of our members here.
this 6months long holiday should not be waste. so i was hoping for the blast. thank anas, ijat and shaz for dragging me into this little biz world. i felt much more productive now, thank you very much. i heart trio of you guys!
so lets sambung baca slide notes MUET nieh
for the sake of band4.
p/s:lately banyak ajar diri redha dengan semua ketentuan Illahi, kalau kali ini tak dapat band4 redha je mungkin rezeki dekat tempat lain. dan dan dan terima kasih kerana mendoakan yang terbaik untuk saya. *menangis terharu sikit*
dig it
ignore the grammatical error. if you cant stand it, just write a comment and fix my grammar. :0
lets begin
i will be seating for my MUET test this saturday,
by the way this is my third times minus the one that i absence since my mother brought me to Sabah last year
at least i scored bandX for that. which mean i am officially a BEN10 geeks.
so whats the update?
i just finished my foundation studies. Alhamdulillah. thank to Allah and law lecture for giving me C+ for my law. i am freaking scared whenever the consequences is, since after that paper i burst into tears! only god knows how miserable i am at that time. i crying like a mad man.i ignore people around me and cry cry cry like a little baby. thanks to Allah again for blessings me so cool super duper awesome understanding families and friends. i managed to get through. big thanks goes to them.
my CG was okay. i scored 3.00. So if and only i get band4 for this time. yes i will doing law, insya-Allah. but if not, nak buat macam manakan. heh journalism pun boleh juga.
to be frank i dont mind apa-apa course pun yang i will get. as long as i will get a degree. that is more than enough. sounded like "eh budak nie tadak vision ke apa?" "entah tak tengok skop kerja ke apa?"
but listen to me. i am the one who believed in rezeki jika ada rezeki saya ada, kalau tadak maknanya saya harus berusaha lebih. again im sound like positivist. ok thats me. not all the time, but sometimes.
recently everyone want to brag about what courses that they are doing. i know you are super duper awesome students yang buat course that will makes people scream hell out of it. but for me. i will reply with very super duper annoying facial expressions that you have ever seen in your whole life. so please dont brag about it. because im not interested in anything that you're doing now. thank you.
dah jadi post emo pula dah. by the way, i just finished watching a Usage movie. where a girl pretend to lose her virginity to one of the boys in his school. a year senior from her. so heres the story. her bestfriend keep asking her apa yang telah dia lakukan on that date, and one of the question is.
"you guys make out tak?" something like that la. but not in malay. purely in english american accent. so because terlampau annoyed with her so called bestfriend question she replied yes. and walahhh someone in the ladies heard their conversation and that girls is a preacher's daughter. so she spread the rumors about that girl is not a virgin anymore. so the most interesting part is only that girl, the mangsa of fitnah i would call know the truth, instead of doing a bad things to that girl she turned out to be one of the most popular girls school. she dress up like a bitches show her cleavage whenever she got the chances and do "nasty" things kepada sesiapa yang stare at her. not only that she help insan insan yang dipanggil "loser" too. where this bunch of loser will use her as a tool to make themselves to be more appreciated in high school community. lol. it was hilarious yet it is fun to do a good deeds in such bad ways. -__-'. like every movies, everything must come to an end. so that girls clear her names and date a boy yang she ada crushed on, since she was in 8th grade, the best part is, that boy pun ada crushed on her since he was in 8th grade too. oh sweetnya. so end of story.
ok dah habis sinopsis cerita fantasy! see guys esok! salam.
i am too fraking bored so this blog so gonna called my place to tell everything that i think i wanna tell. so guys have a wonderful weekend ahead.
pray to Allah tomorrow will be the day. the day yang will make me smiles each time i see that slip!
salam
lets begin
i will be seating for my MUET test this saturday,
by the way this is my third times minus the one that i absence since my mother brought me to Sabah last year
at least i scored bandX for that. which mean i am officially a BEN10 geeks.
so whats the update?
i just finished my foundation studies. Alhamdulillah. thank to Allah and law lecture for giving me C+ for my law. i am freaking scared whenever the consequences is, since after that paper i burst into tears! only god knows how miserable i am at that time. i crying like a mad man.i ignore people around me and cry cry cry like a little baby. thanks to Allah again for blessings me so cool super duper awesome understanding families and friends. i managed to get through. big thanks goes to them.
my CG was okay. i scored 3.00. So if and only i get band4 for this time. yes i will doing law, insya-Allah. but if not, nak buat macam manakan. heh journalism pun boleh juga.
to be frank i dont mind apa-apa course pun yang i will get. as long as i will get a degree. that is more than enough. sounded like "eh budak nie tadak vision ke apa?" "entah tak tengok skop kerja ke apa?"
but listen to me. i am the one who believed in rezeki jika ada rezeki saya ada, kalau tadak maknanya saya harus berusaha lebih. again im sound like positivist. ok thats me. not all the time, but sometimes.
recently everyone want to brag about what courses that they are doing. i know you are super duper awesome students yang buat course that will makes people scream hell out of it. but for me. i will reply with very super duper annoying facial expressions that you have ever seen in your whole life. so please dont brag about it. because im not interested in anything that you're doing now. thank you.
dah jadi post emo pula dah. by the way, i just finished watching a Usage movie. where a girl pretend to lose her virginity to one of the boys in his school. a year senior from her. so heres the story. her bestfriend keep asking her apa yang telah dia lakukan on that date, and one of the question is.
"you guys make out tak?" something like that la. but not in malay. purely in english american accent. so because terlampau annoyed with her so called bestfriend question she replied yes. and walahhh someone in the ladies heard their conversation and that girls is a preacher's daughter. so she spread the rumors about that girl is not a virgin anymore. so the most interesting part is only that girl, the mangsa of fitnah i would call know the truth, instead of doing a bad things to that girl she turned out to be one of the most popular girls school. she dress up like a bitches show her cleavage whenever she got the chances and do "nasty" things kepada sesiapa yang stare at her. not only that she help insan insan yang dipanggil "loser" too. where this bunch of loser will use her as a tool to make themselves to be more appreciated in high school community. lol. it was hilarious yet it is fun to do a good deeds in such bad ways. -__-'. like every movies, everything must come to an end. so that girls clear her names and date a boy yang she ada crushed on, since she was in 8th grade, the best part is, that boy pun ada crushed on her since he was in 8th grade too. oh sweetnya. so end of story.
ok dah habis sinopsis cerita fantasy! see guys esok! salam.
i am too fraking bored so this blog so gonna called my place to tell everything that i think i wanna tell. so guys have a wonderful weekend ahead.
pray to Allah tomorrow will be the day. the day yang will make me smiles each time i see that slip!
salam
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